February 2010
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January 2010
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RIP
They say Sin City is one of the cities that never sleep, yet my grandmother sits on a deathbed awaiting her final breaths before Death’s elegant kiss. But I’ve made my peace with the woman who never saw me grow from a boy to a man, but I know she’d be proud. Goodbye Grandma, you will be missed.
I have...
I have multiple sclerosis? Won’t know til we make the appointment :(. Losing 2 inches waist and almost 2 shirt sizes in a month isn’t to great. MS explains the parasthesia, spasticity, equilibrium imbalance, loss of appetite, and depression/hostileness. Wish me luck :S I hate having all the bad genes in the family :S
these hands tremble
I’m avoiding my mother,
My father came by this morning to speak to me,
It was the most conversation about life me and my father ever have had,
and it made me happy,
though it hurt me to be letting out all these anger issues and what not.
Before I could come clean with some things,
a customer calls out “Cash Out”,
I procede to clear out the customer’s points on the...
Taking on a room full of talking heads tomorrow at...
Tomorrow, Saturday January 9th, there will be an open house and public hearing regarding the Draft Environmental Impact Statement released by the Dept. of Defense and Joint Guam Programming Office on November 20th.
This 11,000 page document details how the environment as well as community and economy of Guam and the entire Marianas will be affected by the military buildup.
I’ll be...
I Against I
Are we just working till a day we decide we’ve had enough? All along We were strong enough To be sick of it, And put them back in their fucking place. Never asked for this responsibility We were never in this… Together…
I need to read more
I read comic books and status updates more than books.
I used to be the bookworm,
I was probably the only kid in my middle school who knew about the Hitchiker’s Guide series. I remember having a conversation with that librarian, who on most days is mean, but she was nice to me realizing I was actually going in there and immersing myself in literature. It was in 7th or 8th grade when I fell...
“You spend your whole life stuck in the labyrinth, thinking about how...”
– John Green
listening to "Flobots - Theres A War Going On For... →
“This aint premillenium tension, it’s the result of too much free time,
On...”
– Sole - Anticon
“The essence of life is statistical improbability on a colossal scale”
– Richard Dawkins
“Science cannot tell us a word about why music delights us, of why and how an old...”
– Erwin Schrodinger
equations and melodies
I lay here restless at 4:22AM. It is Wednesday, January 6th.
I’ve always had a problem sleeping.
I just wish someone were here, to lay close to me, to calm me. Not with loving words, but with the rhythms of our hearts dancing to different time signatures, but dancing as one nevertheless.
I have a dreamgirl,
But I never fall asleep.
And when I do, I no longer dream.
Am I dreaming or am...
We are Nowhere And It's Now
We are nowhere and it’s now
I am nowhere and it is now.
(now or never)
Where are you?
Brandi said to me yesterday: “Sometimes, the price for good conversation, is a little heartbreak”.
thegirlwholeapedthroughtime:
“You begin to care when you realize you are afraid to hurt that person.”
Gyasi.
“Freedom is what you do with what’s been done to you”
– Sartre
A glass half full.
You may be damned, but you are cared about.
While our knowledge of one another is limited to our bouts of mutual inspiration and astonishment, and to the things we learn through computer screens;
I know enough to know,
That you are loving and are loveable.
We may be damned,
We may be condemned,
But take a glass half-empty, and a glass half-full
And you have yourself something.
...
0-345-39181-0
Join me for lunch, at The Restaurant at the End of the Universe
Gyasi
Thanks for the love,
If only Tumblr had a chat :)
if only I had a band to play this with
Abort, Abort Abortion sequence Abortion sequence Call for mission abortion. (ABORT ABORT) Hail all frequencies. (They’ll have Hell to pay.) Decipher incoming transmission. (cryptic messages from the void) Corruption within the system (Fatal error, ERASE! ERASE! ) Airlock chamber malfunction spreading chemical reactions. Emergency transmissions from outer space. Trace signal to...
Ctrl+C, Ctrl+V, if only life were so easy
Static on the tv screen White noise frequencies. Static on the tv screen White noise frequencies. Static on the tv screen White noise frequencies. Static on the tv screen White noise frequencies. Static on the tv screen White noise frequencies. Static on the tv screen White noise frequencies. Static on the tv screen White noise frequencies. Static on the tv screen White noise...
Sun flares and moon beams
The sun it burns Bright Illuminating that which is dark. Powerful. The moon it beams Glowing white. Bringing light to the darkest nights. Peaceful.
A Static Lullaby
We We fall We fall faster We fall faster than the stars The birds circle above us preying, praying, waiting, salivating Feeding off of fallen dreams Hope escapes, faith decays The obelisk rusts and decays Revenge served cold-blooded on tectonic plates. Are you willing to kill your idols? Are you willing to kill your idols? Force fed ideals, the fallen lay still The steel tipped spears...
“If only telling you I care, were as easy as a mouse-click.”
Love Button
There’s not enough love in this world,
Especially when social networks only allow you to
Thumbs-up/Thumbs-down
or
“Like”
Where’s the love?
Thank you, David Karp, for Tumblr
Non Sum Qualis Eram
Shed the skin of your past Time has brought progression “Non sum qualis eram” Don’t let the chains that bind Hold you down forever Remove them all, The wrenches in the gears It’s time to take the risk. What was once is not now. Resolution and self-revolution.
Mundane
Dear citizenry of Guam:
Sorry if I don’t fit your labeling of “normalcy”
Just because I rather speak out and stand up,
Rather than stay complacent.
Don’t call me radical,
There’s nothing revolutionary about me.
Don’t martyr me or scapegoat me either.
I may seem to represent an array of people, especially the youth,
But I only represent Me,...
Astronaut, Astronaut
I’m trying to gaze as these stars,
Using an old ViewMaster
But all I see are your eyes.
If only I,
could feel your embrace,
Press palms and lips against yours,
and escape
To the second star on the right,
We will dance through the sky.
Just don’t forget me,
when morning comes
In Between Dreams
The current
Status Quo
I find myself in
Is unhealthy
and unwanted.
I just want to be awake,
to see, hear, and taste
lucidly
rather than
vividly.
Wake me
From this waking dream.
Vernacular
I very much enjoy, when a website such as Facebook, prompts me to solve a CAPTCHA, and I have to type out words that wouldn’t usually be anywhere on the site.
commiserating
succumb
vernacular
juxtapose
for instance.
conditional formatting?
Lipstick covered napkins and scribbles on restroom walls are the only advice I’ll ever need to know. Even on the worst night or day, they remind me that sooner or later, things will be okay. Remember Pavlov Remember? The piano player performs a progression, a dissonant melody reminiscent of off-key childhood lullabies, but I’m in between dreams, In between dreams, In between...
CPE 1704 TKS
What if
Joshua
Didn’t Learn
In time
That there’s
No winner
in a Winter of
Nuclear-tainted
snow ashes
Tic_tac_toe, anyone?
“The right man in the wrong place can make all the difference in the world, so...”
– λ^2
45RPM records/ 117BPM heartbeats
I wish I could find A small diner With a working jukebox Filled with 7” vinyls 4 Minutes a side Playing lullabies of another time To stand beside a girl Who will take my hand And share a dance Ever so slowly Ever so sweetly To the melodies Of The Smiths as they sing so sweetly The Boy With The Thorn In His Side. When they see us dance, At long last, They’ll be able to understand...
These walls are a palest of white.....
Need to buy new local artwork and mounting brackets to hang em all!